Tuesday, April 26, 2005

WAKE UP!!!!

Jus back from my 1st paper Financial Accounting…

Hope I can pass…this is wat I wanna say…

And give myself a piece of my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where did the intelligent and hardworking ger went to when she is young now? The ger that always in the top 5 in primary sch in a class of 40 over students… (my previous pri sch…I think BPPS dun have ranking…do they?? Muhaha…) The ger that went into pure sciences class in secondary school…WHERE ARE U??????

Hey ger wat r u doing??????????????? Fail 1st time not enuff gotta fail the 2nd time...how many times u wanna fail b4 u r scare??? U r not some richie daddy’s ger that can live off daddy’s wealth even u dun work 1dae u know?? And the sky wun drop money down and pity u when u dun have money u know?? No one is gonna pity when u dun have money next time u know?? Or u r waiting for some richie prince to bring u back to his castle and stay so that u dun need tot worry abt ur future..ur money…etc izzit? Even if there is such prince..mind u…if he ditch u 1 dae..u r nothing but a stupid and useless ger!!!!!!!!!!!! & guys these daes dun like stupid gers….they prefer intelligent gers!!! WAKE UP!!!WAKE UP!!!WAKE UP!!!!!

Y did U become a lazy ger…All the ppl ard u r studying and working so hard and u r here wasting ur daddy and ur money to study….U think money easy to earn izzit??

Do U think U r very clever very smart??? U know that ur memories not good and u should not last minute trying to swallow everything down and ganan choke in the end….Now get rid of all the lazy bones, devils worms and study hard!!!! U r taking a degree program…not a primary school exam….it need lotsa more time and effort…pls wake up now and start studying for ur paper tmw!!!do or die must get it over and done with!!!u dun wanna see the ppl in ur class moved on and u still stuck there right?? Shame on u….so u better give urself a big tight slap and study!!!!!!!!!!!Get all into ur brain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Go to Hell the devil and lazy worms in me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay time to study for tmw paper…..



Friday, April 22, 2005

Complains...

Got a msg from a cust to ordered contact lenses for her…msg OM to ask whether is there any stock availability for the colour and the power…msg back was nope gotta exchange…reply from me was…pls get it ordered for cust & charge her XX…when will it probably come?mon? give moi a msg when it arrived… No reply… Hey OM…r u so stingy with ur smses that u can reply me when it probably arrive? How u wanna me to reply the cust?? Is this how u do sales? Tot u beri good at cust service?

And that dae…the bitch was on MC and u were off…Y can u change ur off dae so that the shop need not close 1 dae?is ur dedication to the shop that much?? Ur off dae is so impt that cant change to another dae?

Aniwae just to complain abit…probably too stress up with my papers…back to my books…ciao~

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Words...

Lotsa ppl don’t consider it as an important detail… Watever thay say can make or break a person…people…things…etc… Yes… Words are that powerful… If not why do u think christians go ard spreading the Words Of God?? In fact…i have come to realise that most christians in Singapore …rather spread the Words of God than Love...

Lotsa ya may disagree… but reality reflects the truth….

I have come to realise what i cherished abt him… Love and bond is not enuff… Yes… those are important…. But what i cherished most was the devotions…He was devoted to me once, and my strong devotion to him… Love is overrated…. Devotion is the one tat carries the relationship to eternity….God doesn’t seek just our love…. God seek our devotion too... There are many many times i have see christians backslide from church but in their own bedroom… they still believe in God and read their bibles…Devotion to God will eventually bring us closer to him…. Love is only useful for the happy and joyous times…but when it comes to crunch time…its devotion tat will stand the test of time…

Most people do not get the diff between love and devotion… Get it sort out before u proceed in love because when shit happens and u hope the feeling of love will help…well…love is selfish….It will only appear after the problem is over or died down…

Well…perhaps lotsa ppl didn’t understand devotion...

I finally found what keep me going strong in the relationship… its time to re-evaluate….Being devoted its good…But sometimes in life…the person you love just don't get it…Humans are still emotional….They rather go for those 1-3 months love or passion rather than choose someone who can devote…maybe in their mind they feel relationships should be this way...no passion…game over….

Pity…Great pity…

Understand and seek devotion instead of just love…u will find that ur joy will be greater in the long run…

Better go sleep now…gotta go to the wake early in the morning when ppl are still sleeping…ZzzZzzz…


Sunday, April 17, 2005

In God's arms...

He lose the battle to survive on….He didn’t pull through…

God took him away from us into his arms…I know he will be safe in God’s arms…

Maybe its better to end his pain, his sufferings this way….

There are lotsa tubes around him…with tubes into his nose, mouth, hands, body….

His yellow pale hands were clenching very hard…seem like there are lotsa worries in him and he tried hard to fought back to survive...but his body failed to help him…His body slowly become colder and colder…as his children tried hard to rub his hands and legs to provide him with warm…His blood pressure drop as the time tickle away…normal ppl blood pressure should be ard 100 the nurse said…but it slowly drop till 40plus…and eventually 10…

Daddy cried… Daddy called out to him…but there was no response….
Uncle is my Daddy’s eldest brother…

I wonder y the doctors doesn’t give him blood?? Or do they think is waste of blood to use on him?? They given him blood the past daes…y not yest??

The doctor suggested to take away his life support in the evening…

Ard 8 plus…the doctor said that it’s the machine that is giving him heart beats…and pronounce him dead…

All fought back their tears…to let him leave peacefully with no worries….to let him know that we are all well…

He will be always in our heart…

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Bless him...

Dear God and little angels…

I’m calling out to all of u to watch over my uncle….yes…I’m praying for my uncle…he is critical condition….with lotsa complications after the heart surgery….He is fighting between earth and heaven… He is still young…pls let him see his grand children grow up and become adults…my grandfather can live till old age ( 90+ if im not wrong…) and pass away peacefully…y cant my uncle too? Aint they r from the same genes?

I believe my uncle is a good man…he and daddy is the ones that stood out and help whenever there are problems in the family…He is a man who carries warm smiles….and he loves animals too~! He got a parrot like I used to have 1 too…a featherless parrot that he didn’t ditch because it is featherless…several dogs…dote on his children…have 2 beautiful daughters and 2 twin sons…He often help us to buy food and pass it to daddy….He is a nice man….

He got a heart attack when daddy mummy is aust…the last time he got a heart attack was 10 over years ago…but he was treated and recovered….mummy told me…

I dunno wat the doctors are doing…but I hope they r doing their best to get him pull through…with tubes all over this body…he cant tok and there a big tube insert n deep into his lungs thru his mouth to help his breath….after that surgery…his body appear to have lotsa potassium…and his kidney cant function and he has to go on dialysis too….lotsa his body part are not functioning properly now…his blood is flowing slow…he has been in the ICU unit all this while….The doctor told us that dunno will he pull thru or not….Daddy is asking me to go and see him soon…there is frown on daddy face since he came home today…he asked me not to drag to go and see cos he may not pull through….

I’m scare….Daddy body is weak too…I scare that daddy, mummy will leave us (touch wood…) but reali im scare….I cant do without them…I need them…although they r naggy at times…I Love them….They r the only person that will welcome me back home with warm hands when i fall…when I did wrong…always there to pull me up no matter wat…cry and laugh with me…always leaving the best things for us…the love they give us cant be mention here…cos their love for us is unconditional…unlimited…I reali cant imagine life without them actually…

Tears actually filled my eyes while im writing this blog….

Daddy went to pray grandpa and grandma after visiting uncle…asking them to help uncle and help him to pull through…he is worried….I will be constantly praying for uncle too…

Uncle…pls be strong and pull through….we will all be praying for you…there a lot of thing that u yet to see…things i wan u to see…and I wan ur blessing on my biggest dae….

May all the God and angles bless him and let him get well soon…


Wednesday, April 13, 2005

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Humans

FIRST...I wanna apologize to my buddy...Hua again~!!!! I so terribly sorry that I missed ur birthday.and din send u greetings for it...but at least I did sent u a belated 1….heez…sorry..i know I kinda bo sim...heez..forgive moi kay...heez….Hope ya had a wonderful birthday yest~!!! May all ur wishes come thru~!!! =)

Juz back from National Skin Center...

It's a super hot day..the sun is piercing thru my skin.... feel like melting... heez…din know NSC is kinda far away from TTSH...tot it is inside TTSH...hai...lucky got few friendly uncles directed me to NSC...heez…

Guess wat.my number is 1202 when I went to register….then I saw they r serving oni 1045~!!! Wow....I almost fainted....but lucky it was quite fast….heez….and I got a blurr doc..
-_-"'

Saw a few frienz studying for exam in West Coast Park Mac..see liao moi so stress…. gotta study real hard after this.time is running out~!!!

Haiz.... i'm human afterall.... and humans are not perfect.. we're lazy most of the time... but humans are social beings.... we have beautiful frienz ard us to catch hold of us when we drop...to advise us….and cry with us...to help us up when we are down.to make us feel better when we blunder...to make us a better person….stand by us to listen to u if they can't be of any help…coz we care for each other..

I treasure my friends and the friendships that I have with my buddies....but sometimes ppl need some space and privacy too.... its a gal thing.... we have our moods you know.... haha.... no matter wat a gal does.... she still expects to be treated like a lady *winks*....wat gals detest the most are un-gentlemanly behaviour.... this kind of guys really ought to re-evaluate their character....oppss!

Men are from Mars... Women are from Venus.... everyone handles things differently... some handle things better.... some just can't handle the facts..... Nonetheless the fact is...... humans are different.... guys are different.... some guys are just a dream.... while others are just well... shit holes..... of cos gals are different too..... they're either nice.... or sweet.... haha.... just kidding... but you know what i mean.

Well first things first.....Exams are coming..... hope to concentrate on studying and pass....then after that...find a good job and work towards building a successful career.

Monday, April 11, 2005

Mood...

Was down for past few daes…sianz…nose can’t stop sneezing can’t stop dripping…its consuming lotsa my energy….feeling tire and sleepy always…eyes are always red…like some monster thingy…like the blood vessels going to burst out any moment…

Aniwae…Guess yest was not a good dae…every one’s mood seem is filled with some kinda of anger…

Early in the morning…Daddy rushing to pack food and boil chicken make tea etc…prepare some offerings for our ancestors…lotsa preparation…清明节is here u know??heez…mummy not feeling well too…so can’t help much…but she still got energy to scream….-_-” sometimes rushing will make ppl turn pek chey and start scolding....sobz…

It’s a super hot dae…sweating all dae long…and my eyes still super red….nose dripping
And lotsa mosquitoes bites~!!!argh~!!!!my beautiful legs now got lotsa reddy spots… =’( still itching now….

Tiring dae I hv got…reach home…wash up and bang on my bed and ZzzZzzzzzzzzz…..

Wanna go sch to study today but the sky look so gloomy now..sianz…think I better stay at home and have some discipline and study….heez…


Saturday, April 09, 2005

What does Love mean?

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8
year-olds, "What does love mean?"

The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have
imagined. See what you think:


"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint
her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time,
even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca- age 8

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You
just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving
cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French
fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy -age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip
before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of
kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy
and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening
presents and listen." Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend
who you hate," Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on
this planet)

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
everyday." Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still
friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked
at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.
He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore." Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody . You don't see anyone else
kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is
handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him
alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old
clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little
stars
come out of you." (what an imagination) Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think
it's gross." Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you
mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget." Jessica - age 8

And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked
about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was
to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an
elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man
cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto
his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said
to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry"

When there is nothing left but love, that is when you find out that
love is all you need. Take 60 seconds and give this a shot! All you
do is simply say the following small prayer for the person who sent
you this.

Bless all my friends in whatever it is that they may be needing this
day!
And may their life be full of your peace, prosperity and power,
courage, compassion and wisdom as he/she seeks to have a closer
relationship with love.

Friday, April 08, 2005

YOU!!!!

You…You…YOU!!! My last dae of work YOU dun let me off still wanna minus off half dae away from me when I oni go off 2 hours earlier…Now I have realize that I am a sore in ur eyes huh…REM its not whether its the boss decision or not…COS YOU WANTED TO MINUS OFF AS MUCH OFF DAES I HAF AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE!!!! SO THAT YOU WILL HAF MORE INCREAMENT RITE??? BLOODY IDIOT!!

And YOU!!! Wats the meaning of YOU stayed in the shop till 11pm at nite after work to clear the shop???????????????? When I am there that time YOU can’t clear mar??? AM I blocking YOU in some ways??? I AM hindering YOU izzit?? YOU can’t have the environment that YOU wanted izzit?? OR YOU ARE telling the whole world that I am untidy huh????? Y izzit when YOU r ALONE then YOU do such things??? Wanna clear away my things izzit? (but I cleared most of my things already…) AND YOU! OM SO WAT? I AM THE 1 KEEP CLEANING THE SHOP!!!! Let me tell YOU I have never seen YOU cleaning the display…the cardboards etc…The oni time YOU will clean oni when YOU enter the shop and just any how clean the display with a super wet cloth that YOU din even wanna use more strength to turn it drier….

And let me tell YOU…YOU are DOING wat YOU are suppose to do..YOU DUN need to announce to the whole world…YOU know?? But from wat I see…YOU are trying let the whole world know that YOU are a super hard working lad huh???? MOST impt to show the boss that YOU worked till super late hours to cleared up the mess I have left for YOU right?? LAME ASSHOLE…

YOU are making me more and more disgusted with your ways…. I always thought that YOU r a great guy…BUT till the LAST dae…YOU showed me that I’m BLOODY WRONG! Wat the Hell…

wayang = work when the boss is around...then let the boss know he's working very hard...but actually he's been slacking around

t(",t)

Thursday, April 07, 2005

ARGH!!!!

ARGH!!!Mummy screaming again~!!!!

She kick a big fuss because jus now when im back she come into my room and kaypo and ask this ask that...then i ask her y she wanna know...then she say ask oni mar..

Then she pretend pretend trying to clean my room and keep nagging that I am home the whole dae y din clean here clean there...i buay ta han..then tell her i will clean up later...she dun listen then keep naggy and stayed in my room...then i kinda vex of her naggy then tell her i will clean again...then she angry and complain to my daddy that i asked her to get lost...wah...put words into my mouth!!!Argh...then daddy ganna scolding also...after screaming daddy..scold me again..say me hao xin mei bao...hai...argh!!!Scream Scream Scream!!!

Now make daddy throw temper at me also...ask me eat this eat that..im so full liao...sob..but i still drank 1 big bowl of soup down...and he wan me to eat up the eggs too...i bring the egg into my room...hai...too full to eat...maybe eat later...just dun wan them to scream at me animore...argh.. :’( buay ta han....sob...

In the morning….Tok to my sis…asked her not to boil so much water…boil wat she need oni…so I can boil some to make milo when I wake up…as the flask is already filled with water already…Daddy already boiled water early in the morning~! No more space to add in more water…hai…ma chiam toking to a wood like that…sianz…

Today reali gotta study liao…guilty of slacking too much at home liao..heez… *piak piak* wake up and be good gal and study kay!!!!heez.. =P


Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Dream House

She woke up at 315am that night, nudging her sleeping husband.

"What is it, baby? It's late..." he mumbled.

"I dreamt of it again! It's that beautiful house! We must make our house like that!" she replied in excitement.

"You know we cannot afford it, baby. I'd love to buy it for you, but we can hardly afford such luxuries," he said.

"Hmpf," she said. "I've been dreaming about that house for the past 3 months! I want it."

But he had gone back to sleep.

It is no wonder that she wanted the place so much. Almost everyday she dreamt of it, and she knew every detail by heart. She loved its ancient Victorian settings, its lavish grandeur, and its lush red carpets. The funny thing is how the house never changed setting in her dreams. Always the same, almost faithfully urging her.

But their place is the exact opposite of her dream house. He liked the place with urban settings, and metal and glass filled their apartment instead of comfortable wood and old velvet. He knew his wife's housing preferences, but he also knew that such places are not going to be cheap - which, as abundant as his love for her is, he cannot afford.

He was still troubled over this when he drove pass a house in the countryside one day.

He stopped and stared.

The house proudly stood on soft green carpet grass, separated from the rest of the world by pearly white gates and flanked by two stone angels, exactly as his wife described to him ever so often.

A sign was hanging from one of the angels. "For Sale," it said. "Call Mr. Brown at 244-3958-375"

He laughed heartily and decided to call and try.

"Hi, how much are you selling the house off Dunhill road?" he enquired.

The real estate agent stated a ridiculously cheap sum.

"Really? Why is it so cheap?"

"Well, if you really want to know, the owner wants to sell it cheap because the place is haunted. She wants to get rid of it fast."

"Ha!" said the husband, who didn't believe in ghosts. "I'd take my chance! Can I view the house tomorrow then? I'd bring my wife along."

So it was settled.

The next day, when she arrived, she was stunned speechless.

The house was EXACTLY like what she had dreamt about. She followed the agent inside, still gingery from the shock. It wasn't a mere resemblance of her dream house; it WAS her dream house.

Its red carpets, that intricately craved wooden table at that exact place, the quaint fireplace... She was beside herself in joy!

"I want this house baby, I want it so! It is what I saw in my dreams!" she gushed.

Her husband smiled and said, yes, yes indeed they are going to own it, because it is affordable.

The real estate agent was glad to get a deal so easily. "Well," he said. "The owner will be arriving very soon, I think! As long as you sign this contract with her, the deal is sealed and the house is yours!"

The trio was having some pleasant talk about the house when suddenly a loud piercing scream filled the house.

The owner, standing a few metres away, was looking utterly thunderstruck and was had dropped her keys and bag in shock. Her eyes were popping and her mouth was agape in horror. Her finger was pointing directly at the wife.

"It is you," she said, "You are the ghost that haunts my house every night."


Time to study hard~!

Listen to Class 95 is really nice…the songs at nite is so beautiful~

Din study much today…but I did start…start is good…heez…the weather these 2 daes simply good for sleeping…heez…dunno y sleep so much my eyes bags still din go away leh…sob…gonna eat more…but afternoon lazy to walk down to buy…and it wet outside~heez…ooppss…full of excuses…

Dunno y these daes lotsa strange number on my fone…esp got 1 msg from dunno who…even know my name and know that I got MA lesson tmw and remind me to go for it tmw…hmm…who are u?? aniwae not interested to know too…

Ken asked me to see a blog with a guy propose his love publicly wif the help of the lecturer…heez..

*****

A Uni Love Story (kinda):

Guy likes ger.

Guy gets sporting lecturer to let him profess his love for her.

Whole thing gets webcasted, NUS servers melt down from the load from the sudden interest in a Maths lecture (mirror here thanks to Jim).

Ger becomes famous (but less than enthused about the attention and the psychos taking her picture and even thought of changing her blog address).

Guy probably hiding in some hole right now.

And what a cool Prof. "There's a guy, who likes this girl...ok, don't be too worried, the guy is not me." Hahahahaha!

Who would've thought all this romance and passion can be found in NUS Engineering?

*****

Hai…tmw got lesson…sianz…must concentrate more on ur books now gal..dun slack anymore…exam is just ard the corner!!!

Work hard gal~!!!way to go~!yeah~!


Monday, April 04, 2005

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough - 孙燕姿

Written:Patty Smyth/Glen Burtnik Vocal:Patty Smyth/Don Henley

I don't wanna lose you,
I don't wanna use you
just to have sombody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
there beside you where I used to lay

And there's a Danger in Loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

明明很爱你 - 黄品冠/梁静茹

曲:Cho Woo Jin | 词:姚若龙 | 编:项仲为
女: 有多少人在旁边 我们都视而不见
彼此却忍不住多看几眼 感觉强烈

女: 已经微笑的放电 已经暗示到极限
没勇气的人犹豫的瞬间 幸福就飘过面前

男: 我平凡无奇而你 像灿烂星星 让我担心

合: 明明很爱你 明明想靠近

男: 但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤
我凭什幺一一打被情敌 敢大声说要做你的唯一

女: 我的唯一

合: 明明很爱你 明明想靠近 (明明很爱我 明明想靠近)
为什幺还要浪费时间不把你抱紧
(为什幺还要浪费时间不把我抱紧) 够真心
才是最厉害的武器 (够真心 就是最厉害的武器)
我会拼命让你更满意 (你要拼命让我更满意)

女: 讲配不配太俗气 说爱不爱要问心
爱由我们自己决定不必理 跌破谁的眼镜


Tomorrow

Okay…Gonna plan my schedule for tmw liao…hmm…wat time should I wakey?? Lets see…..

10 am –Wakey!
11 am – Still in bed??
12 noon – On computer….online and see who is online… =P ( aint I suppose to wash up 1st?)
1pm – Make my own breakfast and eat~Read abit of newspaper?
2pm – Put mask on my face
3pm – Time for abit of studying….(dun think I will start…muhaha)
4pm – Rest time!!! Find something for my “lunch”…See who is online?
Hmm…I think I merely studied for an hour….haiz~~haha…
5pm – Back to my books~!!!!!Must study wor…must be discipline!!
6pm – Nap time???haha…
7pm – Daddy mummy is back…time to kaypo abt wat happening today…
8pm – watch tv?
9pm – dinner and watch tv?
10pm – Faster run away and let my sis clear the plates… =P watch tv…
11pm – still watching tv…..
12midnite – online and see who is online!!!heez…..

Hmm…will I achieve anything tmw…lets see….lolx….


Sunday, April 03, 2005

Last Day

Firstly I wanna apologize to Hua for not attending his birthday party…Im sorry~! =(
Still wanna wish ya have a sweet 23th birthday on the 11...wish ya all the best and all the best for ya future endeavors...=)

Yest was my last day of my burden…Asked to leave earlier for 2 hours as moi got something on…maybe I said at the wrong time when he and his GF was in bad mood over something small…He said okay to entertain me…

I ordered a pizza hut party meal for all of them…a treat for them to thank them…Jason and GF did not appreciate it…Steven still asked me to order more…

The food came and all gone….I have to prepare for them when they are gone…and when they are I have to invite several times for them to come and eat…brought 4 pieces for Umi and David’s mum…but they wan oni 2 piece as they are small pieces…come down and Jason brought 3 piece over for his father-in-law..but his father-in-law doesn’t like…so he took back and he eat them up himself…

After he finished he told me he gonna minus off half dae from me since I am leaving early…wat the hell? I oni asked for 2 hours off earlier…reali cant describe my anger that time….till now Im still angry…he is always trying to minus my off daes…keep asking my boss whether to minus my leave when I went to school for long hours…wat the hell…I am entitled to it kay…

I still acted happy and agreed to it though I am burning inside…all of them eat finish already and just all went away without clearing up the food…and I have to clear up for them…He minus half dae off from me…I should be gone by then….and he went off for abt an hour din come back….and I slowly lost my temper and shouted at Max and Steven asking them where is Jason…they went off knowing I am in a bad mood…and they come back and I shouted at them again…then Steven asked me to call Jason…and I called him and he finally came back…and I leave the shop with out any delay….

Still super angry with this useless bum that take advantage of me! U r just an optometrist! If u r not David friend…U think u will climb so high? U always think that u are very busy…u r always right…

Now just hope u will take care of the shop…and not keep running out of the shop for hours…and making urself super busy when u r not!

All the Best~! Not for U but for the shop…I slowly built this place up…Of cos I dun wan any thing to happen…and I sincerely wish all the best for the shop…