Friday, December 30, 2005

Catch up with my Dearest Sec Bestie!!

hmm...guess wat i wanna say already written down by her..heez..
Click this piglet pic to find out more!

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Frienz Forever!!!

btw wanna take sm pic..but moi eye like goldfish..so dropped that idea..lol..nvm there will be more chances to come!!

All the Best Girl!!

Friday, December 16, 2005

Pooh BeaR~!!!

Sweet Cutie Pooh Pooh Bear~!!



Tuesday, December 13, 2005

HaPpY BiRthDaY CaRoLyNn

Its a young Gal birthday today..Another year older..Hope she will get prettier as daes goes by..more sensible ..more marture..more loving..more warm hearted..May all her wishes come true..Happy Birthday GaL~!


A Bouquet of Flowers



Friday, December 02, 2005

Contentment

Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real
bad, and you wish you were in another situation?

You find life make things difficult for you, work sucks, life sucks,
everything seems to go wrong...

Read the following story... it may change your views about life:

After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2
jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is.

I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his
life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife,
2 daughters and the many bills of a household.

He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India ...
that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring
India after a major setback.

He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother
chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the
mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old child
haunted him until today.

You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had
the child's hand been infected?? No, it was done for two simple words- -
-TO BEG!

The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so
that the child could go out to the streets to beg.

Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eating
half-way. And almost instantly, a flock 5 or 6 children swamped towards
this small piece of bread which was covered with sand, robbing bits
from one another. The natural reaction of hunger.

Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to the
nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf
of bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but
willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400
loaves of bread (this is less than $0.25 per loaf) and spent another
$100 to get daily necessities.

Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he
distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly
handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these
unfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered how people can
give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25.

He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to be
able to have a complete body, have a job, have a family, have the
chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the
chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of
him are deprived of...

Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life really that bad?
Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you? Maybe the
next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to
beg on the streets.

"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the
realization of how much you already have."

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we
look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's
also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.


The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't
go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.


Thursday, December 01, 2005

Shopping

Spent ard $300 in 3 daes..not counting those I spent last week..

Spending so much its just not me..but guess its my way of coping with my depress ba..

Divert my concentrations on other things rather than keep thinking on those that make me depress I guess can make me temporally put side those depress thingy..

God took away my mummy so soon..where everyone still have their mummy around to take care of them..to concern for them..to pamper them..to scold them..

Love life not heading any way either…

Where are all my Love that belongs to me??

My life is in a mess..wat is good abt my life now? Nothing..

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Feeling of Pian

Went shopping again yest..din bought much but bought a pair of beautiful shoes..Really nice..at least nice to me.. =)

Had dinner with Janice, Hua, Dawn, Bryan, Xiong, Peng, and Melvin…Missing in action are the famous Qi & Qin..

One have to study..the other take care of her mum..

Saw the 2 loving couples..a kind of indescribable pain flow thru me..

Seem like moi over nite lost all my supports..all my love..all those that are impt to me..

God suddenly took away all my things that belonged to me in a short while…

Mistake was done..and was to learn..but do ppl reali learn? Or ppl still try to hide their actions..? I have learnt..do other ppl learn?

Online or not shown to me is not impt cos heart is not there ani more..no point moi guessing and asking myself why..

Probably chat with others is much more entertaining..

Time to bathe and go and see mummy le..

Saturday, November 26, 2005

True?

Guys drink to forget about the girl...
Girls drink to think back about the guy...

When guys are in love, they become poor...
When girls are in love, they become pretty...

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..

Guys care the most about the quantity of love...
Girls care the most about the quality of love..

Guys break-up when they feel love from another girl...
Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of separation from her man...

Guys feel curiosity towards all girls...
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in her..

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl...
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from another guy...

Guys wish to be her first love....
Girls wish to be his last love...



"Women are nothing but trouble,
And Men are nothing but trouble seekers"


Friday, November 25, 2005

Suay Dae

Spent over $200 yest…went shopping alone..this is not the 1st time.. Whenever i feel down..i will go sm where quiet..or shop alone..Bought several things..but guess clothes still the majority of the contribution to the $200 over..

Dunno will wear or not...just buy..will I feel better?? Me myself also dunno..

Feel like buying more today..

Dunno y so suay..smtimes I wonder izzit my suayness caused Mummy to suffer..

Early in the morning..the sandals that I bought less than 1 month broke.. I have to drag my feet to work today.. raining samore!! sob..

Hai...

Went to Hong Lim to deposit my boss cheque then my colleagues accompany moi..They went to a hello kitty shop in China Town Point..Went in to accompany them..while I was browsing the things in the shop while chatting with Jing Ting..A box with a hello kitty in it hit directly on my head!!..sob..pain pain~!!

Went to several shoes shop to buy a pair of shoes..but non caught my eyes..then I guess my colleagues kinda sianz too..so settle on 1 that is slightly okay pair..sob…

Went back to office..then wanna get back the documents that I faxed..Guess what..i trip and fall…sob….

Now early of the day oni..what is coming later??

Haiz..

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Down

The sky is crying for my Mummy’s depart these daes…

Life seem so meaningless for me..things just not right for me every hour..every min..every sec..Nothing is right for me..

Nothing…

When will the sun shine on me again?? The dark clouds keep hovering over me..

My future seem dark..i cant see any meaning to go on…

Im nobody…im extra…

There are so many of me on this earth..wats missing 1 of me on this earth..no1 will notice aniwae..

How I wish everything can restart allover again..

Y is other ppl life so perfect yet mine like shit?

Im so jealous of everybody now..

Im jealous of a girl..she is actually my sec sch frien..her mum got cancer too..last stage too..but miracle shone on her mum and her mum recover from cancer..

They said is Jesus heal her mum…Therefore I joined Christianity to seek for miracle too…

But it did not shine on us..

I believe I am a much better and good gal than her..at least I wun cheat on my bf to go for my frien’s bf...but y didn’t God shine his power on us??

Ppl can have perfect relationship.. perfect family.. perfect children.. perfect future.. I also wan..but where r mine??

Mummy is suppose to see me graduate..see me marry..take care of my children…but y god wanna take her away from us??

Where is all my Love? My Love has ran away from me..

Ppl comforted me that the year is ending soon next year will be a good start for me..

Come to the end le so wat? Mummy will not come back…

Everything is so down for me..

Wat else is coming toward me the next moment?

God pls blessing the remaining ppl who truly Loves me..

Ppl…Cherish those who truly Loves U too...


Thursday, November 17, 2005

Farewell Mummy

Farewell Mummy…
U will always be in our heart..
U r the most wonderful mum in the world~!
U r out of pain now..
In Heaven right now…
Full of Health,
Looking radiant n young..
U r in God’s arms now..
He will help us to take care of U Mummy..
I will see U in Heaven 1 day Mummy..

I Love U Mummy~


this is a video made to the song "Heaven" by Dj Sammy. It is presented through the little girl in the song. The girl in this video lost her daddy..Memories of her daddy and her are so precious to her.. she said to her daddy " I will visit U in Heaven 1 day~!" i hope you all enjoy~

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

We have faith in Him

The Lord is my strength,
And He is the saving refuge of His anointed.
Psalm 28:8


I believe our Father Lord Loves us all..He will not want any of us to suffer…He will heal my mum with the faith we all have in Him..

For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God
Ephesians 2:8


Chemotherapies have been stopped for her..Her cancer cells r growing so rapidly that the doctors advised us that we stop chemotherapy for her to lift her from the sufferings from chemotherapy…and to let her live better for the rest of her daes..

She had no control over her legs and arms..even her bowels..the cancer cells are pressing on her nerves..radiotherapy was actually to be done to help her..but as she is weak the doctors gave up on the radiotherapy too..

Now that the doctors have all given up hopes on my mum..I have seeked miracle in our Father Lord.

Do not forbid him, for no one who works a miracle in My name can soon afterwards speak evil of Me.
Mark 9:39


Thank You Eileen for bringing me to Church..to seek for Miracle.. =)Thank You..


Thursday, October 20, 2005

简简单单 - 林俊杰

歌曲:简简单单

歌手:林俊杰 专辑:编号89757

我们都是泡沫轻轻一碰就破
眼泪是爱的火花
昨天就像飞机穿过我的窗口
我什么都没有
我摊开了双手你予取予求
直到你想自由
痛苦的时候我不会闪躲
就像树叶甘心为春风吹落
只是简简单单的爱过
我还是我
简简单单的想过
就不算白活
简简单单的疯过
被梦带走
当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞


Friday, October 14, 2005

被风吹过的夏天 - 林俊杰/金莎



林俊杰
编号89757(预售版) 第 1 首
海蝶音乐2005年3月
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林俊杰/金莎 词:冯欣慧 曲:林俊杰

还 记得昨天 那个夏天
微风吹过的一瞬间
似乎吹翻一切
只剩寂寞肯沉淀

如今风依旧在追
秋天的雨跟随
心中的热却不退
仿佛继续闭着双眼
熟悉的脸
又会浮现 在眼前

蓝色的思念
突然演变成了
阳光的夏天
空气中的温暖 不会很遥远
冬天也仿佛 不再留恋

绿色的思念
挥手对我说一声'四季不变
不过一季的时间
又再回到从前
那个被风吹过的夏天

一千年以后 - 林俊杰



一千年以后

林俊杰
编号89757 第 12 首
丰华唱片2005年4月
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曲:林俊杰 | 词:李瑞洵 | 编:

心 跳乱了节奏 梦也不自由
爱 是个绝对承诺 不说 撑到一千年以后

放任无奈 淹没尘埃
我在废墟之中守着你走来 喔
我的泪光 承载不了 喔
所有一切你要的爱(所有一切你需要的爱)

因为在 一千年以后 世界早已没有我
无法深情挽着你的手 浅吻着你的额头
别等到 一千年以后 所有人都遗忘了我
那时红色黄昏的沙漠 能有谁
解开缠绕千年的寂寞 缠绕千年的寂寞

My Sassy Girl - I Believe

My Sassy Girl - Canon D

Sunday, October 09, 2005

FOREVER LOVE

Gary Barlow - 4:53
From ’open road’ album
Love it has so many beautiful faces
Sharing lives and sharing days
My love it has so many empty spaces
I'm sharing a memory now I hope that's how it stays
Now I'm deep inside love and still breathing
She is holding my heart in her hand
I'm the closest I've been to believing
This could be love forever

All throughout my life the reasons I've demanded
But how can I reason with the reason I'm a man

Oh, oh yeah, ummm huh

In a minute I'm needing to hold her
In an hour I'm cold, cold as stone
When she leaves it gets harder and harder
To face life alone
Now my dreams are filled with times when we're together
Guess what I need from her is forever love

Ooh, ooh yeah oooh umm
Oh, oh yeah
Now I feel forever love oooh
Oh, I feel

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Lonely- Akon

Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely


遗失的美好

歌手:张韶涵 专辑:海豚湾恋人电视原声



海的思念绵延不绝
终于和天在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远
应该也会跟幸福相见

承诺常常很像蝴蝶
美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言
就像一定会来的春天

我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了

承诺常常很像蝴蝶
美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言
就像一定会来的春天

我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了

在最开始的那一秒有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑真心会和真心遇到

我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

HaPpY biRThDaY SiSteR~!

Its long time since I blog..Today is my sis Birthday..Firstly gotta wish her HaPpY BiRthDAy! Muackz!

All of us at home this year did not celebrate our BD..whenever someone BD coming mummy will keep tearing..she feels that its becoz of her that we all can’t celebrate our BD…aniwae birthday to me is not big deal..have the celebrate or not doesn’t matter to me.. =)

Got MC for 3 daes last week..today come back…piles of work awaiting for me to settle..marchiam 2 weeks din work le like that..gotta get ready the payroll..boss pressing me in the P&L..cash flows…arrrrrghh…

Exam is in abt 3 weeks time..still planning how to take my leaves…not much leaves for me to take 7 days..thinking of getting mc..no choice..heez..I cant afford to fail le..fail again this time I gonna say bye bye to SIM le..hai..and I am not gonna fulfil daddy and mummy wishes le..sob..reali gotta study real hard..guess from tmw onwards..gonna go sch and study after my work..hope I wun be too tire by then..heez..

Mummy started chemo therapy for abt 3 weeks leh..she is still as weak..always on the bed..no strength to even feed herself..her mouth is starting to have lotsa ulcers..its due to the chemo I guess..slowly guess her skin will start to crack easily.. =( like wat Peng mention b4 his lips like sausage lip when he got a fall last time..my mummy got a sausage lip now.. =( imagine we have 1 ulcer and we r cursing and swearing here and there..but she got lots ard her mouth..sayang mummy.. =( hope the chemo will be over soon..it will take abt 6 months for her to finish the whole process..hope everything goes well during the whole process..

Daddy is sick too..probably due to the stress and exhaustion..Dear God please take care and free all those that I love away from harm and bad things..

Now guess the most impt thing will be my family and my exam..then others r secondary..somethings have or not really doesn’t matter..have will be a bonus.. I maybe foolish in the past..ppl will grow and learn from experience and adapt to the changing world..As we age..we slowly realize the realistic of this ugly world....Ppl change to survive in this world.. All my frienz r beautiful & wonderful now..this is wat I see now..but years down the road..as the environment and surrounding we live in..ppl change...maybe 5-10 years down the road we will see how we r..

Time to slp le..gonna take an express train to finish off my work asap..then I can slowly plan my leaves for next month..heez.. =) Wish me Luck~!

Monday, September 05, 2005


柯有伦 Kuo Yo Luan [ 档案 大碟 ]

2005柯有伦 首张创作专辑 第 1 首

新力博德曼2005年8月

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词 :柯有伦 曲:钟国锋



从来不相信 我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦 寂寞 还有一些疲惫
不允许他人随意进入 我的零度空间
宁愿孤独 懒得再去想谁

两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰
挣脱过去然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变
谁会抓住我的无力双臂

怎么会哭 (谁错谁对为谁抱歉) 不会再哭 (谁错谁对为谁憔悴)

走入零度空间等到一切分裂
就算爱的危险我们一起面对
来不及的防备没听过的誓言
要我怎么学会多了爱的明天

走出零度空间终于一切分裂
就算爱的危险我们一起面对
来不及的防备没听过的誓言
要我怎么学会多了爱的明天

走出零度空间终于一切分裂
就算爱的很累我却不会后悔
放下所有防备一切都无所谓
逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天

新的明天 (世界)


Saturday, September 03, 2005

被爱的女人


李玟 Lee, CoCo [ 档案 大碟 MV Flash 写真 ]

被爱的女人 第 2 首

现代派1995年5月

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作词:许常德 作曲:郭子 编曲:钱幽兰

在镜子前面 我是个被爱的女人
他站在门外 这个周末我可以依赖在他的胸怀

在情人面前 我还是单身的女人
爱若缺了缘份
我想我只能用情至深但不能太认真

为什么被爱 有时却觉得悲哀
为什么我还是害怕一个人醒来
为什么相爱 日子却仍然空白
为什么你 走不到我的未来

让爱固定下来 我不会永远青春可爱
我的美丽要你的温柔帮我保留下来
让爱固定下来 我和你 不要不要分开
我不要爱一再一再彩排
* 我不是每次失恋后都能重新再来 *

Friday, September 02, 2005

我真的受伤了

歌手:张学友&王菀之 专辑:张学友 活出生命 liv


王菀之:
窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了

灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

选自:『张学友活出生命 live 演唱会』
词:王菀之曲:王菀之

张学友:
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
张学友 王菀之:
我的心真的受伤了


Monday, August 29, 2005

Baby, Now That I've Found You

Alison Krauss

Baby,
now that I've found you
I won't let you go
I built my world around you
I need you so,
baby even though
You don't need me
now

Baby,
now that I've found you
I won't let you go
I built my world around you
I need you so
Baby even though
You don't need me,
You don't need me oh, no

Baby, baby,
when first we met
I knew in this heart of mine

That you were someone I couldn't forget.
I said right,
and abide my time

Spent my life looking
for that somebody
to make me feel like new
Now you tell me that you want to leave me
But darling, I just can't let you

[guitar & fiddle solo]

Baby, baby,
when first we met
I knew in this heart of mine
That you were someone I couldn't forget.
I said right,
and abide my time

Spent my life looking
for that somebody
to make me feel like new
Now you tell me that you want to leave me
But darling, I just can't let you

Now that I found you
I built my world around you

I need you so, baby even though
You don't need me now

Baby, now that I've found you
I won't let you go
I built my world around you
I need you so
Baby even though
You don't need me
You don't need me no, no

Sunday, August 28, 2005

A 3D interface to the planet

Introduced by a frein.. I found my area and my block~! ^^
Gotta download a program and u can slowly search for ur location~

Google Earth – Explore, Search and Discover

Want to know more about a specific location? Dive right in -- Google Earth combines satellite imagery, maps and the power of Google Search to put the world's geographic information at your fingertips.

















  • Fly from space to your neighborhood. Type in an address and zoom right in.
  • Search for schools, parks, restaurants, and hotels. Get driving directions.
  • Tilt and rotate the view to see 3D terrain and buildings.
  • Save and share your searches and favorites. Even add your own annotations.


Google Earth
Google Earth puts a planet's worth of imagery and other geographic information right on your desktop. View exotic locales like Maui and Paris as well as points of interest such as local restaurants, hospitals, schools, and more.

Get Google Earth (Free Version)

Learn more

For more info pls proceed to here~!

http://earth.google.com

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Tree, Leaf and Wind Story - Part I

Tree



The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U.



There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal. I like her. I really like her.



Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility.

Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish.



I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her.



The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years. She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director.



When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut.

I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom.



She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so. My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel.



But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes were filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laughs & joke with me like nothing has ever happened.



I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers. When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her.



She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know who the guy is. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting.



His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest.



I couldn't breath.



Wanted to shout but can't.



Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry.



How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too. During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then.



It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit.

Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay??"


Tree, Leaf and Wind Story - Part II

Leaf



During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves.



Why?



Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage.



During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy.



The sourness in the heart can't be described by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemons. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl. I like him & I know he like me.



But why won't he pursue me?



Since he loves me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he doesn’t like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend.



Liking a person is very heart wrenching.

I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right? Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms.



I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.



Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me.

Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly.



From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart.



He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree.

In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land.

Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay.



Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or

because Tree didn't ask her to stay??


Tree, Leaf and Wind Story - Part III

Wind



Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 month after I transfer to the new school.



I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes.

Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him. One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him.



I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.



"Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away."



"It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree." I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me.



Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over.



I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing?



How come you didn't want to reply?"



She said, "I'm nodding my head."



"Ah?"



I couldn' t believe my ears.



"I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly.



I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly.



Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit.

Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay??


Friday, August 26, 2005

A Public Proposal - By Alan Cohen

It was after 11 p.m. -- the overbooked flight was already an hour late for
takeoff, and the crowd was getting grumpy. If ever there was a chance to
practice peace in the midst of annoyance, this was it.

Finally we were herded onto the plane and I settled into my seat, with
hopes of getting some shuteye. As soon as we reached cruising altitude,
the flight attendant's voice boomed over the P.A. system: "Ladies and
gentlemen, one of our passengers would like to request your assistance
with a special event he is planning when we land.

Dave in seat 17B is going to propose to his girlfriend, who is meeting him
at the gate. He would like you to help him deliver some flowers to her. If
24 of you would each get one rose from Dave and give it to his lady before
he gets off the plane, you can participate in his proposal. Dave will show
you a photo of Heidi... to make sure the right lady gets the flowers."

Ah, what a wonderful idea! I wanted to participate, but I was seated too
far from Dave to get to a rose before the other passengers. When we
landed, however, I was one of the first off the plane, and I positioned
myself off to the side to watch the romantic spectacle.

Sure enough, there stood a lovely young woman waiting for her man. One by
one, passengers exited the aircraft, each with a red rose in hand. With a
smile, each person delivered a flower to Heidi, who shyly received them.
Then the passengers formed a semi-circle behind Heidi, waiting for Dave
and the Big Question.

Finally all the passengers had left the aircraft -- except for Dave. The
flight crew exited, but the groom-to-be was still conspicuously absent.
Then the pilot and copilot emerged. They closed the door behind them,
commenting, "Well, I guess that's it for the night." The crowd stood
silently, watching, waiting, and hoping. Had Dave chickened out?

Suddenly, with all the aplomb of a Hollywood epic, the airplane door swung
open one last time, now to reveal a handsome young man in a bright sailor
suit. Dave had arrived. The audience breathed a welcome sigh of relief.

The knight in white, carrying yet another dozen red roses, strode proudly
to his lady-in-waiting (who by now looked like Miss America, flowers piled
to her nose). Tears streamed down her cheeks as she nervously watched her
man approach, knowing full well what was about to happen.

Dave presented her with the flowers and ceremoniously dropped to one knee.
The audience was rapt. By now it was nearly 1 a.m., but no one was going
anywhere. Over 100 people fell silent and watched with awe.

Then he did it. He really did it. Dave produced a glittering gold ring and
asked Heidi, "Will you marry me?" Of course she would. She tearfully
nodded, and he slipped the ring onto her quivering fourth finger. With
that, a great cheer and burst of applause went up from the jubilant crowd.
The ovation reverberated through the silent airport, and probably still
echoes today.

One by one, the group congratulated the couple and then we all made our
way toward baggage claim together. The corridor was filled with laughter,
chatter, and storytelling. People were happy.

Then something very profound occurred to me: the entire crowd had been
transformed. Over a hundred people who had been tired, impatient, and
frazzled two hours earlier, were suddenly awake, joy-filled, and playing
with each other. Such is the transformative power of one sincere
expression of love.

We have been told that energy and fatigue depend on the time of day, how
many hours of sleep we have had, stress, environment, age, and many other
factors. Yet here was a group of people who had been awake for a long
time, traveling under stressful conditions in an unnatural environment,
yet they had more energy when they got off the plane than when they began!

Energy and happiness have little to do with what is going on around you,
and a lot to do with what is going on inside you. You can find yourself in
ideal conditions and be miserable, and you can be in the most adverse
conditions and soar. Environment and physical factors may influence us,
but attitude makes or breaks us. You may not be able to change your
environment, but you can always change your mind.

Joy is the wild card of life; it supersedes every other formula for
success. If you can find a way to create joy, you can rise beyond all
external factors. If you can play at whatever you are doing, you are the
master of your life. And if you should ever have the occasion to make a
public proposal, you can take a planeload of 100 bugged and weary people,
and turn their evening into a party they will never forget.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

被风吹过的夏天

歌手:林俊杰&金莎 专辑:最新单曲

还记得昨天那个夏天
微风吹过的一瞬间
似乎吹翻一切
只剩寂寞更沉淀
如今风依旧在吹
秋天的雨跟随心中的热却不退
仿佛即使闭着双眼
熟悉的脸又会浮现在眼前
蓝色的思念
突然演变成了阳光的夏天
空气中的温暖
不会更遥远
冬天已仿佛不在留恋
绿色的思念
回首对我说一声四季不变
不过一季的时间
又再回到从前
那个被风吹过的夏天
music
还记得昨天那个夏天
微风吹过的一瞬间
似乎吹翻一切
只剩寂寞更沉淀
风依旧在吹
秋天的雨跟随心中的热却不退
仿佛继续闭着双眼
熟悉的脸又浮现在眼前
蓝色的思念
突然演变成了阳光的夏天
空气中的温暖
不会更遥远
冬天已仿佛不在留恋
绿色的思念
回首对我说一声四季不变
不过一季的时间
又再回到从前
那个被风吹过的夏天

蓝色的思念
突然演变成了阳光的夏天
空气中的温暖
不会更遥远
冬天已仿佛不在留恋
绿色的思念
回首对我说一声四季不变
不过一季的时间
又再回到从前
那个被风吹过的夏天

那一风吹过的夏天

Child Of Our Time

DOCUMENTARY EVENT OF THE YEAR!
Premiere Week: Wed - Fri (24 - 26 August) 10pm
Every Thurs from 1 Sep, 10pm



About the Show

A Child Of Our Time follows a new British generation as they develop from the womb into adulthood.Twenty-five very different families are taking part in this unique experiment, which will follow the children’s growth and development over a twenty year period.

The opening programmes tell the story of parents and their babies, all born during January 2000, whose lives will be documented by the BBC over the next 20 years.The series aims to uncover the truth behind an enormous number of theories, such as whether talking to a baby in the womb or playing music has an impact on the foetus, and how much personality is inherited.

A Child Of Our Time also examines key influences in society, such as the difference between being born into a remote farming community in Yorkshire, being the child of a single mother in a hostel for the homeless in an inner city or being born to a mother who is disabled.

The 21 families who have volunteered for this unique project probing the secret life of the foetus were chosen because they offer different environments - emotionally, financially and in their ambitions - and because they will give their children different genes, mapping tendencies for sporting prowess, physical appearance, dyslexia, hyperactivity, eczema, risk-taking, spatial awareness and anxiety.

Each of the children, with their own unalterable genes, will be brought up in an environmental cauldron which shapes them.The way genes work in particular environments is just beginning to be disentangled by science and, as the series progresses through the years, answers to the question, "nature or nurture?", will become clearer.

Executive producer Tessa Livingstone says: "This series represents a unique event, witnessing the birth of a group of British babies at the beginning of the new Millennium and following them from conception through birth and childhood.

"We use the most advanced techniques in DNA diagnostics, cognitive psychology, embryology and neuroscience to track the progress of the Millennium babies as they grow.We will get the first ever view of the biological and social factors which will help shape a child in the 21st century."










8-days write-up on the program

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

断点

歌手:张敬轩

静静的陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过的好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前在听见你的蜜语甜言

Saturday, August 20, 2005

有一天我会

歌手:蔡淳佳 专辑:有一天我会

有些事我没说但我有感觉
有些事我没说但我知道结果
有些事我没说但你有感觉
有些事我没说但你知道结果

有一天我会插上翅膀飞
有一天我会张开双眼看
有一天我会见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会飞过世界的背

当太阳升起的那一天你再看我一遍
你将会发现我所有的改变
















A pic from Tuvalu..

梦在手里

歌手:蔡淳佳 专辑:有一天我会

蔡淳佳-梦在手里

-------
我把每天都看成一道风景
雨天或是晴天
都值得纪念的美丽
-
我把每天都当成一个节气
感动和悲喜
回忆的痕迹都用心聆听
-
我不去相信上天注定
梦想握在手里
相信只要努力会有奇迹
爱可以操纵天气
--
当狂风暴雨遮蔽了眼睛
让爱暂时喊啼
我不让希望再旷野流离
梦想一直前行
当幸福只剩下檫肩距离
我决不会放弃
只要守着坚定他总会有
属于我的动人剧情
-----
总有一天幸福会同行

Moving Upward and Onward

Don't Sell Yourself Short
It's not what you have but what you do with what you have that will determine your success or failure. Abraham Maslow, the great psychologist said that the story of the human race is the story of people selling themselves short. He said people have a tendency to settle for far less from life than they are truly capable of. Many people are spinning their wheels in careers where they should be moving rapidly onward and upward. Here's how you can put your career on the fast track.

Choose Your Parents Carefully
Someone once said that the key to success was to choose your parents carefully. That may be partially true but it is even more important to choose your job or career with great care. The choice of a job or occupation for which you are ideally suited comes before anything else. If you try to work at something you don't enjoy or don't believe in, you'll never be happy, and you'll never be successful.

Be The Best At What You Do
Which leads us to the next point. If you want to reach the stars in your career, you have to become excellent at what you do. You have to pay any price, go any distance, spend any amount of time necessary to "be the best." Extraordinary rewards only go for extraordinary performance; average rewards for average performance; below average rewards, insecurity and failure for below average performance. And here's a vital key, you are being paid today exactly what you're worth - no more, no less. If you want to earn more, you must increase your worth, your value to others.

The Key To Motivation
The reason why choosing the right career, why doing what you love to do is so important, is because unless you really care about your work, you will never be motivated to persist at it until you become excellent. And until you become excellent at what you're doing, you can't move ahead.

The Key To Peak Performance
The antidote to these fears is the development of courage, character and self-esteem. The opposite of fear is actually love, self-love and self-respect. Acting with courage in a fearful situation is simply a technique that boosts our regard for ourselves to such a degree that our fears subside and lose their ability to effect our behavior and our decisions.

Action Exercises
Here are two things you can do to be more successful in your career.

First, set high standards for yourself and recognize that anything that someone else has achieved, you can probably achieve as well. There are no limits.

Second, select one key skill area that is important in your job and resolve to become absolutely excellent in that area. Start today to get better and better.

By: Brian Tracy

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Fall In Love..

Nose keep dripping while I am typing my blog..guess its becoz I was drench on my way to work today..sob..super busy with work as Boss gonna fly off this weekend..Yeappie~!!
Gonna prepare all the document that need his autograph..heez..Wore formal today wif my shirt tug into my pants..heez..

Saw a stunning watch yesterday on my way to work..From that moment I fall in love with that watch..The watch is awesome!! A guy infront of me busy pressing his mobile fone was wearing it.. It’s a elegant yet causal watch.it contain the taste of uniqueness and antique yet elegant and young..there is some curving on the side of the watch..i keep staring it all the way till I alight..Guess the price shld be kinda nice too..heez..

It’s a watch that I wan to buy it and give it someone dear to me..although I dun have 1 now..heez..but just cant help keep thinking of the watch..the tot of having the watch and give it to my dearest..and able to see him wear the watch that U like so much is just too wonderful~! Seeing ur Love one wearing the watch the feeling is indescribable.. Heez..but he must appreciate it too..if not guess no point..heez..oppss..got carried away.. ^^

Went to several shops to take a look and see if I cant find the watch..alot of smiliar watches but non of it carried the charisma that the watch has..did I use the right word? Heez..guess u guys know wat I wanna say..

How I wish I can find the watch..dunno how much will it cost moi.. 1k? 2k? lol..no money.. =( Maybe I shld ask the guy wat and where he bought the watch if I see him again..heez..Or maybe I shld not go and find it and it will remain forever special in my heart.. =)

Went to taka to find a leather bag can contain my notes and can be use for excutive wear..OMG..Guess the varieties there is much lesser than wat I saw in Lot 1 Seiyu.. -_-” Guess gonna go somewhere else to find some unique and nice bag..heez..

Gonna play Maple a while then go study le..havn’t been studying these daes..heez..Super busy with work ever since my lappy in office crash.. =( Still ganna scolding from Boss as I forgotten to include the freight charges in the statement of accounts..sob..

Gonna be another busy for me in office tmw~ ^^


Tuesday, August 16, 2005

如果的事

歌手:范玮琪 张韶涵 专辑:一比一

我想过一件事
不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持
爱情的意思
像风没有理由
轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有
所谓的对与错
不管时间
说着我们在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持
也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服
我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事
我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Mob Sister

Today is ZhiPeng Birthday~~!!!hmm..think I forgotten to wish him..lol..aniwae went to Marche to kinda “celebrate his Birthday” heez..had a big feast there.. Opened a bottle of wine…but not for moi~lolz..

After dinner we went to Lido to watch Mob Sister.

Starring: Annie Liu, Karena Lam, Eric Tsang, Anthony Wong, Simon Yam, Liu Ye, Alex Fong, Tse Kwan Ho, Yuen Wah, Law Chung Him, Liu Kai Chi
Directed by: Wong Ching Po
In the triad world, hugely dominated by men, where heroes are molded from blood, brawn and brains, are there any place to accommodate a defenseless girl?

The only exception to the rule is if you earn your respect as “Ah Sou” - the big boss’ wife.

Mob Sister tells the extraordinary story of an innocent girl who was appointed successor to Hong Kong’s ruling triad. This role becomes a double-edged sword for our young heroine, who is sucked into a maelstrom of vicious gang wars, hair-raising assassination attempts, ruthless power struggles and betrayals. Through numerous violent episodes and unexpected reversals, she discovers her own inner strength and re-writes the laws of the triad..


Hmm..not reali a good show..not recommending it..but I like the music though..heez...but still gotta thanx Sharon for booking the tickets~! ^^

Gonna sleep le..tire..*yawn*


Chances & Choices

When we meet the right person to love,
at the
right place, at the
right time that's chance.

When you meet someone you're attracted to,
that's
not a choice that's
chance.

Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of
couples who get
together because of this) is not a choice, that's
also chance.

The difference is, what happens afterward?
When will you take that infatuation, that crush,
that mind-blowing
attraction to the next level?

That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down
and then contemplate
whether you want to make this into a concrete
relationship or just a fling.

If you decide to love the person, even with his
faults, that's not
chance that's choice.

When you choose to be with a person no matter
what, that's choice.
Even if you know there are many people out there
who are more
attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate,
and yet, you decide to
love your mate just the same, that's choice.

Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by
chance.
But true love that last is truly a choice. A
choice that we make.

Regarding soulmates, there's a beautiful movie
quote that I believe is
so true about this-- "Fate brings you together,
but it's still up to you to
make it happen."

I do believe that soulmates do exist. That there
is truly someone made
for you.
But it's still up to you to make the choice if
you're going to do
something
about it or not. We may meet our soulmates by
chance, but loving and
staying with our soulmate is still a choice we
have to make.

"there's magic in believing..."

" . . . do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow
will worry about itself.

Each day has enough trouble of its own.

After all, today is the tomorrow you worried
about yesterday.


Saturday, August 13, 2005

Love Is The Gift

Shanice Wilson - Love Is The Gift

Are you sending me
Some kind of sign tonight
Trying to tell me you long for me
To be alright?
I can feel you in this room
Like the sun lights the moon

Memories touch me deep
As if you're here with me
Are you sending this magic
Of what used to be?
Can I send you
Signs then too?
Cause my heart's missing you

Love is a gift, that I give you tonight
Under the stars to wherever you are
Love is a gift, that I promise I will give you
My heart to yours forevermore

People everywhere
Are reaching out tonight
Can you feel all the power
Of their candle light?
How I longed to reach for you
And in everything I do
I do

Love is a gift, that I give you tonight
Under the stars to wherever you are
Love is a gift, that I promise I will give you
My heart to yours forevermore

Every day
In memory of our love
As long as I live
I will share all them
My heart is hoping it
More alive each day
You show me the way
I can almost hear you say
I can almost hear you say

Love is a gift, that I give you tonight
Under the stars to wherever you are
Love is a gift, that I promise I will give you
My heart to yours forevermore
My heart to yours forevermore
Forever more





















This is my 100th post~!! ^^

有心人,有情人

歌手:蔡淳佳 专辑:蔡淳佳

有心人有情人
每个城市每条街
相聚离别
那个你掏心的人
算不算有缘
爱过就无怨无悔
悲伤却也珍贵
想恋一吃不对
难分辨
看身边的朋友们
为情狂喜狂悲
爱曾暖得像温泉
也蒸发冷却
当了解变成无解
最后只留心结
情人心里有火焰
有错觉
你说你
爱得真
陷得深
最后只有孤单是永恒
每当夜一深
泪一吞
往事历历割的心好疼
你问我
爱几次
伤几分
才有看准幸福的可能
只怪世间寸少有心人
却有太多有情人

Thursday, August 11, 2005

WHAT CONSTITUTES A GOOD LIFE?

The ultimate _expression of life is not a paycheck.
The ultimate _expression of life is not a Mercedes.
The ultimate _expression of life is not a million dollars or a bank account or a home.
Here's the ultimate _expression of life in my opinion, and that is living a good life.
Here's what we must ask constantly, "What for me would be a good life?"
And you have to keep going over and over the list.
A list including areas such as spirituality, economics, health, relationships and recreation.
What would constitute a good life? I've got a short list.

1) Productivity. You won't be happy if you don't produce. The game of life is not rest. We must rest, but only long enough to gather strength to get back to productivity. What's the reason for the seasons and the seeds, the soil and the sunshine, the rain and the miracle of life? It's to see what you can do with it. To try your hand, other people have tried their hand; here's what they did. You try your hand to see what you can do. So part of life is productivity.

2) Good friends. Friendship is probably the greatest support system in the world. Don't deny yourself the time to develop this support system. Nothing can match it. It's extraordinary in its benefit. Friends are those wonderful people who know all about you and still like you. A few years ago I lost one of my dearest friends. He died at age 53 - heart attack. Paul is gone, but he was one of my very special friends. I used to say of Paul that if I was stuck in a foreign jail somewhere accused unduly and if they would allow me one phone call, I would call Paul. Why? He would come and get me. That's a friend. Somebody who would come and get you. Now we've all got casual friends. And if you called them they would say, "Hey, if you get back, call me we'll have a party." So you've got to have both, real friends and casual friends.

3) Your culture. Your language, your music, the ceremonies, the traditions, the dress. All of that is so vitally important that you must keep it alive. In fact it is the uniqueness of all of us that when blended together brings vitality, energy, power, influence, uniqueness and rightness to the world.

4) Spirituality. It helps to form the foundation of the family that builds the nation. And make sure you study, practice and teach. Don't be careless about the spiritual part of your nature, it's what makes us who we are, different from animal, dogs, cats, birds and mice. Spirituality.


5) Don't miss anything. My parents taught me to not miss anything. Don't miss the game. Don't miss the performance, don't miss the movie, don't miss the show, don't miss the dance. Go to everything you possibly can. Buy a ticket to everything you possibly can. Go see everything and experience all you possibly can. This has served me so well to this day. Just before my father died at age 93 if you were to call him at 10:30 or 11:00 at night, he wouldn't be home. He was at the rodeo, he was watching the kids play softball, he was listening to the concert, he was at church, he was somewhere every night.

Live a vital life. Here's one of the reasons why. If you live well, you will earn well. If you live well it will show in your face, it will show in the texture of your voice. There will be something unique and magical about you if you live well. It will infuse not only your personal life but also your business life. And it will give you a vitality nothing else can give.

6) Your family and the inner circle. Invest in them and they'll invest in you. Inspire them and they'll inspire you. With your inner circle take care of the details. When my father was still alive, I used to call him when I traveled. He'd have breakfast most every morning with the farmers. Little place called The Decoy Inn out in the country where we lived in Southwest Idaho.

So Papa would go there and have breakfast and I'd call him just to give him a special day. Now if I was in Israel, I'd have to get up in the middle of the night, but it only took five minutes, ten minutes. So I'd call Papa and they'd bring him the phone. I'd say, "Papa I'm in Israel." He'd say, "Israel! Son, how are things in Israel?" He'd talk real loud so everybody could hear - my son's calling me from Israel. I'd say, "Papa last night they gave me a reception on the rooftop underneath the stars overlooking the Mediterranean." He'd say, "Son, a reception on the rooftop underneath the stars overlooking the Mediterranean." Now everybody knows the story. It only took 5 - 10 minutes, but what a special day for my father, age 93.

If a father walks out of the house and he can still feel his daughter's kiss on his face all day, he's a powerful man. If a husband walks out of the house and he can still feel the imprint of his wife's arms around his body he's invincible all day. It's the special stuff with the inner circle that makes you strong and powerful and influential. So don't miss that opportunity. Here's the greatest value. The prophet said, "There are many virtues and values, but here's the greatest, one person caring for another." There is no greater value than love. Better to live in a tent on the beach with someone you love than to live in a mansion by yourself. One person caring for another, that's one of life's greatest expressions.

So make sure in your busy day to remember the true purpose and the reasons you do what you do. May you truly live the kind of life that will bring the fruit and rewards that you desire.

To Your Success,
Jim Rohn

Down

Luck hasn’t been with me for a very long time..I wish that dae will come...

Monday, August 08, 2005

Lousy Dae..

Moi in lousy luck today!!!ARGH!!early in the morning..knowing that my the other colleague needa go to other post office to collect stuffs so moi gotta open the door 1st..therefore din dilideli much and rush to work..WTH~!! Moi realize that moi din bring the office keys half way thru…hai..reali dunno wat to do..so msg my colleague and ask her is she reali going to collect stuff..if not moi no need panick liao..but she is going to collect..but she say nvm then she will take a cab down to work and collect the stuff other dae..so pai seh..

Then when another colleague came in later in the morning..the 1st thing she did was flare at me~!!!!TMD!!! The thing is their cash for sat is not right..short of 30 cents..the dae b4 that, fri I went off earlier to study..so din touch the money in the drawer at all..and sat I din work at all..they still dare to tell me that fri there is extra money.. WTH~!! The gal still dare to yell at me that ever since I come the money have been very messy..always got extra cash...and extra money can amount up to hundred plus..then recently there few dollars of shortage..then she ask moi to think of a way to deal with the situation..keep blaming that ever since I come there are lotsa such situation~!!!TMD!! She and her hubby to be quarrel over the shortage of 30 cent during sat and she come to work and now throw back all the temper at me..TMD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then still say if there is shortage of money now moi gotta top-up the money..everyone gets to touch the money how I know who izzit that give more or collect lesser from cust??? Spoil my dae..ARGH!!!

Hai..Boss going off from tmw onwards...Happy~! ^^ but with working with some 1 that bo ta bo ji flare at me 1 is as stressful and sad.. =( Hai..guess everywhere will be the same..this is the world..this is life..i cant expect every1 to like me and dote on me.. =)

Manage to helped some1 to get a gold visa card..but that person get liao still not contented ..still ask moi go get HSBC form for him too..argh~!!! Do not blame moi for cutting of ya from my life.. U r climbing over my head liao..i helped ya alot out of good will..now u take moi for granted?! Dun use those sweet and concern word on me..Useless…U r making moi more and more detest ya~!!!! As I said b4 my precious buddies will not even ask moi do this do that..Hump~!! >:(

Lotsa complains today..hai..

Cheered up after i reach home.. ^^

Just came back from a small jog in the park below moi house..daddy brought mummy down for breath some fresh air too..as she has been resting at home..moi brought doggie to run with moi..but guess my doggie too fat liao..run awhile then dun wanna follow moi liao..lol...

Hear from Jie that tonite got fireworks~~~! At 12~! ^^ Magic in the Air~!! Heez.. Enjoy the National Dae~!! HaPpY 40 BirThdAy SinGaPoRE!!!

Sunday, August 07, 2005

No FireWorks..

Juz help some frienz to duplicate the transit car label to the Auto Trail 5 for the National Day..hmm..din know my scanner cum printer cum photocopying cum fax thingy can copy and print it exactly the same...just that my paper not glossy..heez..

Had a great evening last nite..lol..although no fireworks to see..but at least moi had a good chat with some frienz.. ^^

Then moi got to know some dark secrets of some of them..muhaha..reali cant judge a book by its cover…some gals may look gentle, nice and sweet..but they can sluts..U never know that they can snatch ya bf or gf..or back stab ya behind ya..some guys may look like Mr Nice but…muhaha..those who where there yest will know who I am toking abt..heez.. =X

We tok abt every thing under the sun..gossips..studies..work..memories..frienz…etc etc..till 2am plus near 3am then we head home..heez..

Time reali flies..There r lotsa sweet memories..guess to live life to the fullest we gotta discard those bad and sad memories..start everyday with a fresh mind and sweet smile rather those bad memories… ^^

Hmm..Some 1 just bought a new que today..heez..Moi aspire to be a elegant and beautiful and good lady pool player that guy will drool on..muhaha..guess this 1 I am just thinking too much..heez..

They r all toking abt jogging..we should jog regularly..Did some1 volunteer to jog from boon lay to bukit batok then come to ckk? Or some 1 jog from bukit batok to cck? Or some 1 start from cck??lolz..on the way pick moi and Sharon..heez..maybe I shld start..during week end or daes that I dun have lesson..can jog at nite..heez..

Moi must keep slim and slender till old old and gone..no extra fats and no tummy coming outta that place!!! Must be forever 21!!! heez..^^