Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说

詞/曲: Lin Jun Jie 林俊杰

What's Taking You So Long Baby
So Many Hours So Many Days
我心里的这句话 还是想对你说
Sa Rang Hae Yo

站在寂寞的舞台上
灯光下拖着自己的 影子
音乐重复我们共同 的忧伤

不是每一次的演唱
就可以淡忘 明天没有你
In My Heart We'll Never Be Apart
残留手上的香味提醒我
在数位相机里 留下的承诺
每一封简讯 传出的思念
都对你说

Sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You
代表着我 离不开你
每分每秒 每一个声音
只有你撒娇 会让我微笑
Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说
I Will Love You And Forever More
我答应 Baby You Will See
每一个我都属于你 Yeah Yeah

残留手上的香味提醒我
在数位相机里 留下的承诺
每一封简讯 传出的思念
都对你说

Sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You
代表着我 离不开你
每分每秒 每一个声音
只有你撒娇 会让我微笑
Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说
I Will Love You And Forever More
我答应 Baby You Will See
每一个我都属于你

Sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You
代表着我 离不开你
每分每秒 每一个声音
只有你撒娇 会让我微笑
Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说
I Will Love You And Forever More
我答应 Baby You Will See
每一个我都属于你

Oh Baby I Will Love You Because
我都属于你 Yeah

Friday, March 24, 2006

Stress

I recently found another job which give me a better offer..

Just tender my resignation letter last nite..its so stressful event...

Reply from my Boss..

1st email:
Why? Is there something you're not happy about?

2nd email:
Jane, Can you please reconsider? You're a capable person and you're a great help to me. I really like you to stay. Whatever it is can we find a solution together? As long as it's within my means, I'm willing to accommodate to your needs.

I'm so stress that i can't sleep well the whole nite..

I did not reply him...

The next morning i'm suppose to go for an interview but yet the person did not give me the addy till morning, i checked street directory and unfamiliar with the place so i called and change the interview to monday instead.

I was late for work today, guess wat..my boss who normally comes in at ard 3-5pm, came earlier than me! when i opened the door and see him.. im shock..my body kinda freeze!

After i sit down he say he wanna bring me for breakfast! I told him me eaten le..then he say then okie lets go for a drink..

He asked me what did he done wrong that i wanna leave..although theres lotsa things im unhappy about him..but i still did not tell him and tok him theres nothing wrong..just that my daddy's fren asked me to go over to help him...

Then he asked me wat did he offer?

I kept slient for very long and told him that my future boss offers me higher pay and give me a car to drive too...

Then he said..so there nothing i can do to ask u to stay since u have already agreed to go over right?

I kept slient..

Im so so so so so so super stress the whole event..he even tear when he is toking to me! OMG..

After that he is super good to everybody in the office...which makes every1 uneasy..heez..


Okie..in the end he bo bian still have to let me go... And i promised to help him hire another PA and train him/her up..heez..

Now i just asked SPH to help me advertise the following..



Anybody with accounts backgrd i guess you can apply..but i think my boss would prefer gals..if u r a guy..probably u can try..heez..


Oh..btw i asked sharin..that gal say no car she dun wan.. -_-"

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Korean Soap Operas

Have been watching korean drama recently..

Endless Love (Autumn in My Heart)秋天的童话
Stairway to Heaven 天堂的阶梯


The 1st Korean drama I watched is Stairway to Heaven







Cast:
Cha Song-ju: Kwon Sang Woo (Delicious Proposal/Into the Sun)
Han Jung-suh: Choi Ji Woo (Winter Ballad/Beautiful Days)
Han Tae-hwa: Shin Hyun Joon (Wedding Dress)
Han Yuri: Kim Tae Hee
Tae Mira (Tae-hwa & Yuri's mom, actress): Lee Hui Hyang (Beautiful Days/Secret)
Han Su-ha (Jung-suh's dad, architect): Ha Jae Young (Glass Slipper/Beautiful Days)
Min Suh-hyun (Song-ju's mom): Kim Ji Sook
Han Pil-su (Tae-hwa & Yuri's dad): Jung Han Yong
Cha Song-ju (as a child): Baek Sung Hyun (Sweet Bear/Damo)
Han Jung-suh (as a child): Park Sin Hye
Han Tae-hwa (as a child): Lee Wan (Snow White)
Han Yuri (as a child): Park Ji Mi (Kuk Hee/Cinderella)



Synopsis
Song-ju is the only son of a wealthy family. Jung-suh is Song-ju’s childhood friend, and they were there for each other when one of their respective parents passed away. They spent a lot time together, playing, and sharing their inner most thoughts. When Jung-suh’s father re-married Tae Mira, Mira brought her children Tae-haw and Yuri from her previous marriage. That marked the end of Jung-suh’s happy days. Yuri was jealous of the privileged life that Jung-suh led, and vowed to take everything away from Jung-suh, including Song-ju. When Song-ju left for his studies in the U.S., he gave Jung-suh a necklace as a gift of his love.
On Tae-hwa’s birthday, Jung-suh gave him a birthday present. Tae-hwa mistook Jung-suh’s kindness as love, and he fell head over heels in love with her. Jung-suh never accepted Tae-hwa as her heart is with Song-ju, but Tae-hwa became Jung-suh’s soulmate after Song-ju left as she weathers life under the tyranny of Mira and Yuri.
Song-ju returns 3 years later from his studies and calls Jung-suh to meet him. Yuri runs Jung-suh down with her car in a mad bid to stop Jung-suh from her rendezvous with Song-ju. In her state of panic, Yuri sends a bloodied Jung-suh to her own father’s place. Tae-hwa tracks Jung-suh down and takes care for her. Jung-suh survives the accident but forgets everything about the past. Tae-hwa decides to start life afresh with Jung-suh by giving her a new identity as Kim Ji-suh.

Song-ju thinks Jung-suh has died, and is heartbroken. He returns 5 years later with Yuri from the US. He can’t forget Jung-suh, but feels obligated to Yuri, who’s stayed with him for the past few years. He agrees to his mother's arrangement to marry Yuri.
On their engagement day, Song-ju sees Kim Ji-suh on the carousel and runs madly after her, only to realize that the person with the same face as Jung-suh has no memory or collection of her identity as Han Jung-suh, or of him Cha Song-ju. Kim Ji Suh is a fashion designer and is in a relationship with Tae-hwa.
Song-ju goes on a mission to prove that Kim Ji Suh is Han Jung-suh. Ji Suh is confused by Song-ju’s action, but she is also touched by his actions for Jung-suh.


Jung-suh finally remembers the past and is angry at Tae-hwa for what he did. But she is torn as she is still emotionally attached to Tae-hwa, and is touched by the care and love that he has showered her all that time when Song-ju was not there. Song-ju is also torn as he is to be engaged to Yuri, and his family’s reputation is at stake if he does not follow as planned.
Song-ju decides to give up his family business and goes against his mother’s wishes to be with Jung-suh. But Jung-suh knows that one of Song-ju’s aspirations is to expand and scale his family’s corporation to greater heights. She asks Song-ju to go back, and promises to wait for him.
Unfortunately, Jung-suh finds out that she has cancer of the eye. She decides to leave Song-ju, and she takes refuge with Tae-hwa. Song-ju is tipped off by Tae-hwa, and both men beg Jung-suh to seek treatment and fight to live despite the devastating odds. Jung-suh eventually agrees. She has a successful treatment but she continues to be in danger should the cancer cells move to another major organ.


Song-ju invites all to his wedding, without announcing who the bride will be. Tae-hwa brings a blind Jung-suh to the wedding, much to the surprise of Mira and Yuri. At the same occasion, Tae-hwa breaks the news to all about the accident and both Yuri and Mira are taken away. Jung-suh changes her mind, and says “Yes” at the altar.
Tae-hwa sees Jung-suh happily married, but is sad that she is not able to see the world anymore. He decides to donate his cornea to her but the doctors refuse to perform the operation and tell him that they don’t remove corneas for implants from a living person. Tae-hwa commits suicide in a car accident to leave his cornea for Jung-suh. Jung-suh regains her eye sight and tells Song-ju her desire to live.



Unfortunately Jung-suh’s cancer cells have moved to her brain and she is dying..


Throughout the whole show.. Han Jung-suh (Choi Ji Woo) keep crying.. this show reminds me of mummy.. Mummy also die of cancer..cancer took her away from us..Till now I still keep tear whenever I thinks of her…Like the show I tot that after the operation, mummy will be alright with chemotherapy treating her..but less than a month later mummy gotta go thru another major operation the remove the cancer cells behind her back.. When she told me that chemotherapy failed, I even raised my voice at her without knowing anything and thinking that she is being pessimistic tats why she said all those things. The doctor has asked daddy to stop giving mummy chemotherapy as it doesn’t helps at all..instead the doctor suggested that we should let my mum live better for the rest of her daes…

When she passed away..i wasn’t even there to see her..I miss her so much…



2nd show hat I watched is Endless love, which Jing Ting lent it to me when she heard that I’m watching Stairway to Heaven.. She told me that endless love is similar to stairways to heaven..I guess lotsa ppl watched endless love b4..oh btw the guy Won Bin in the show is soooooooooo handsome!!! Drool..








Endless Love, or Autumn in My Heart is the first soap opera to elicit an emotional response from this reviewer. Soaps are the usual target for mockery due to the presence of bad acting, lame plots and even lamer dialogue. Endless Love, however, managed to overcome these weaknesses. It stands as one of the best soap operas I've ever seen.






It's the story of Joon Suh and Eun Suh, who for 14 years believed themselves to be blood-siblings. They share a close bond as shown in the scenes of their happy and idyllic childhood. Yet an accident when Eun Suh was only 14 revealed that she was actually switched at birth with another baby. Her real family is composed of a single mother and a rascal brother living in the throes of poverty. The daughter (Shinae) who lives with that poor family is Joon Suh's real blood sister. After some dramatic scenes, the two daughters are switched back to their real families. Joon Suh's family leaves for the States as a way to start over while Eun Suh stays behind with her poor mother and starts longing for her "brother." Eight years later, Joon Suh returns to Korea in search for Eun Suh. They meet again via Joon Suh's best friend, Tae Sukh (Andrew), who also happens to be attracted to Eun Suh. The two former siblings are deliriously happy to be reunited, but complications take place as they realize that they are falling for each other. Joon Suh is already engaged to Yumei, while Eun Suh has just "accepted" Tae Sukh's declarations of "love". To make matters worse, their parents cannot accept a romantic relationship between them as they still see Eun Suh and Joon Suh as siblings. These complications drive the plot to an ending that will surely melt even the stoniest of hearts.


Despite its predictable storyline, it still succeeds in conveying sincere emotions, largely due to the chemistry of the two leads, Song Seung Hun and Song Hye Gyo.


Song Seung Hun in particular, was amazing in the role of the strong and honorable Joon-Suh (Johnny). It was a character that barely had any speaking lines, yet Seung Hun hit every emotional note required for the scene. His expressive face (particularly his gorgeous eyes) clearly conveyed all of his character's conflicting emotions: his love for Eun Suh (Jenny), his respect for his parents and his affection for his friends. Everything about his acting was restrained, yet he never came off stiff or wooden. He projected strength and vulnerability without resorting to exaggerated theatrics common amongst young actors. It's definitely an amazing performance which sets him apart from his peers. There is no doubt in my mind that only Seung Hun, with his talent and maturity, could have played this challenging role. The other actors in the movie simply played their characters in a stereotypical manner that didn't stand out, but didn't disappoint either.


The story is also wonderful in that it is different from the usual American love story. It teaches us that lovers do not exist for themselves alone. The characters of Joon-Suh and Eun Suh love each other deeply, yet they also can't bear seeing everyone around them suffer. As such, they sacrifice their own happiness just to keep their families and friends satisfied. With such sacrifice, the audience cannot help but root for the two underdog lovers.
Top it off with beautiful cinematography and sentimental music and the audience is defintely set for an emotional experience with this series.
I was kinda sad that Andrew (Won Bin) is unable get together with Jenny, as he really loves her. If given an option, I would rather see Andrew and Jenny together. Aside from the reason that Won Bin looks better than Song Seung Hon, Song Hye Kyo would be better matched with the former. Andrew's character made me cry every time I saw them together on screen.


MOST LOVED SCENES
1. The scene on the beach when Andrew told Jenny that he would help her with her illness when he knows Jenny has leukemia. Jenny asked Andrew for a reason why she had to come back to him but Andrew did not came up with an answer immediately. He composed himself and gave three very romantic and selfless reasons -- I won't ask you to marry me, I won't give you a hard time, and I won't ask you to love me! If you're the girl, it would simply melt your heart. But this time, I hated Jenny's character as she simply neglected Andrew's feelings. She was so insensitive.
2. Another scene is the part when Andrew gave Jenny five reasons why she had to undergo the treatment/operation. It was just so selfless of him to say the name of Johnny as one of the reasons.
3. The scene when Andrew confessed his feelings to Jenny, that he would do anything for her love.
4. The scene when Andrew told Jenny that he still wanted her to be the mother of his children.
5. Another scene is where Andrew ask Jenny how much her love would cost. That scene really melted my heart.

I think both Song Hye Kyo & Choi Ji Woo is one of the most beautiful Asian actress.

To those who have not watched the series, prepare tons of tissue because of the many crying moments this Korean series could offer.
For the acting…Won Bin definitely stole the show in every scene he was in…if I could only change the script…I would give him the role of Johnny or perhaps I would end the story with him ending up with Jenny because he was simply selfless with the love he was offering to the girl..and he truly changed for the love he had for Jenny..he even gave Jenny a necklace and loads of flowers…He is really very sweet in the show…(he is very handsome too!! =P)


Before I watched endless love, I feel Sang Woo is handsome too cos he is really sweet in the show..the love that both Andrew and Song-ju have for their special someone is irreplaceable...they know wat they wan and clearly who they love and they they are willing to give up anything just for the person they love…sooo sweet…aniwae this is show oni…dun think can find such guys in this world..lol





Thursday, February 23, 2006

Interesting Thread

Oooo...some interesting threads..heez..

Click here to view the thread

Other one..

Idiotic ah_nae said...LATE TWENTIES~!!!! argh~!! >:(

Monday, February 20, 2006

Music Diary III ~ 音乐日记 III Post deleted!

Sorry Guys...

I deleted the link to the Music Diary III !!

Cos i dun wanna get caught!!

Cheers!

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

HaPpY VaLeNtInE'S DaY~!






Sweet SurPrise~!







Da Dang~! Bracelet with Flowers - Passionate Thoughts; Flowers with chocolates - Tenderlove~!







Nothing melts a heart like Valentines Day chocolate. Chocolate means friendship, it means romance, it means passion~!








Risis bracelet~! Heart Charm~! OooOoo..







Rosy Reds (I love you) & Sweet Pinks (Thankfulness) ~~!







Sunny Yellows (Joy and gladness) and Sweet Pinks (Grace; admiration; gentility; friendship)~!

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Blood banks make urgent appeal for blood donations


SINGAPORE : Singapore's blood banks are drying up, sparking an urgent appeal for donations.

Blood stocks have fallen so low that elective surgeries are being postponed.

The prolonged rain and festive celebrations have resulted in fewer blood donors coming forward in the past few weeks.

The Singapore Red Cross, together with the Bloodbank at Health Sciences Authority (HSA), are now making an urgent appeal for blood donors to come forward to ensure there is enough blood supplies for transfusion needs.

Any healthy individuals, aged between 18 and 60 and weighing above 45 kilogrammes, can head down to the bloodbank at HSA, located at 11 Outram Road, to make a blood donation.

The public can call 6220-0183 for more enquiries.

Please Donate Blood!

Homologous Blood Donation

How To Be A Blood Donor Blood Donation Procedures An Important Message To Blood Donors

The Bloodbank@HSA needs at least 250 blood donors every day to meet the transfusion needs of patients at all the hospitals in Singapore. With an increasing population and more sophisticated medical procedures, the need for donors is increasing.
Below are the criteria to evaluate a prospective donor as to whether he / she is suitable for blood donation.

Click here for the PDF copy of pamphlet Blood Donation


Basic Requirements


Age : 16 to 60 years (16 & 17-year-old can donate with parental / guardian consent)
Weight : At least 45 kg (100 Ibs.) for both males and females
Health : Generally good
Well Being : Feeling well that day.
Haemoglobin level: at least 12.5 g/dl for males; At least 12.0 g/dl for females


Interval Between Blood Donations


At least 12 weeks (3 months)


Major Illness / Surgery

Persons with the following conditions are not eligible to donate blood:


  • Diseases of the heart or lungs (Asymptomatic Asthma individuals are eligible).

  • Cancer

  • High blood pressure on medication (except diuretics)

  • Diabetes on medication

  • Abnormal bleeding tendency or blood disorder

  • Major surgery (can donate after 6 - 12 months)

  • AIDS or symptoms of AIDS, such as unexplained fevers, severe night sweats, unexpected weight loss, swollen glands, chronic diarrhoea or rare cancer

  • Uncontrolled seizures after infancy

  • Hepatitis B or C

  • Syphilis


Some Common Reasons For Temporary DeferralIf you have had:


  • Fever (Temperature >38oC), with or without other symptoms, please wait three weeks after recovery or treatment.

  • Cold, sore throat or any other symptoms of infection, please wait one week after recovery or treatment

  • Tooth extraction or dental work, wait for 3 days after treatment (wisdom tooth surgical extraction, please wait 3 months)

  • Skin infections (minor), wait 1 week after complete healing

  • Normal pregnancy, wait 6 weeks after delivery and when you are not breast feeding.

  • Close contact with hepatitis B, wait 12 months and after full course of hepatitis B vaccination (and shown a satisfactory antibody response)

  • Infectious Diseases eg Chickenpox, Measles, Dengue, wait 6 months after recovery
    Tattoo, pierced ears, accupuncture and blood transfusions, wait 1 year and inform the attending doctor/nurse


Blood Transmitted Diseases

See "An Important Message to Blood Donors "


Medication

Those taking drugs for cancer treatment, heart diseases or current infections will not be accepted as blood donors.


At least 2 days after:


  • Traditional Chinese Medicine (3 days)

  • Tetanus toxoid vaccination (48 hours)

  • Hepatitis B vaccination (48 hours)

  • Rabis vaccination (with no exposure) (48 hours)

  • Pneumococcus vaccination (48 hours)

  • Meningococcus vaccination (48 hours)


At least 1 week after:


  • Antibiotic ingestion


At least 2 weeks after:


  • Typhoid vaccination

  • Cholera vaccination

  • Diphtheria vaccination

  • Influenza (Flu) vaccination

  • Pertussis vaccination

  • Plague vaccination

  • Polio (injection) vaccination

  • Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever vaccination

  • Typhus vaccination


At least 4 weeks after:


Rubella (German Measles) vaccination

  • Yellow fever, measles, mumps vaccination

  • Oral Polio vaccination

  • Hepatitis A vaccination

  • Proprecia - For hair loss

  • Isotretinion (eg Accutane, Roaccutane etc) - For acne treatment

  • At least 1 year after:


    • Blood Transfusion


    Products derived from human plasma:

    WEF 28 AUGUST 2005


    You will not be eligible to donate blood indefinately if you have received any of the following since 1st January 1980:


    1. Human plasma products (eg. Albumin, Immunoglobulin).

    2. Hepatitis B Immune Globulin (post exposure).

    3. Rabies Immune Globulin (post exposure).


    Travel


    • Please inform the medical screener if you have visited:
    1. Malaria endemic areas such as Thailand, East Malaysia, Indonesia, Phillipines, India, Laos, Myanmar, Vietnam etc in the last 6 weeks

    2. North America or Canada in the last 4 weeks
    • If you have visited the above-mentioned countries, you are still eligible for blood donation provided your weight is >51kg and your Haemoglobin level >13g/dL.


    Travel to Europe

    WEF 1 JULY 2002


    You will not be eligible to donate blood indefinitely if you fall into ANY one of the following 3 groups:


    1. You have visited or lived in the United Kingdom (England, Northern Ireland, Scotland, Wales, the Isle of Man, or the Channel Island) from 1980 through 1996 for a cumulative period of 3 months or more.

    2. You have received a transfusion of blood or blood components in the United Kingdom (England, Northern Ireland, Scotland, the Isle of Man, or the Channel Island) between 1980 till now.

    3. You have visited or lived in France from 1980 till now for a cumulative period of 5 years or more.

    • You can ONLY donate plasma through apheresis method if you have stayed in Europe (besides United Kingdom and France) for a cumulative period of more than 5 years from 1980 till the present.


    Tatoo, Ear Piercing And Acupuncture


    This would require a deferment period of 12 months, unless disposible needle is used.


    Pregnancy And Menstrual Period


    • Females should not donate blood during pregnancy.

    • They can donate after 6 weeks following a normal delivery and when they are not breast feeding.

    • Females should not donate blood if they are having heavy menstrual flow or menstrual cramps.


    The above criteria cover some common situations that will render a prospective donor not suitable to donate blood. The doctor or nurse during the medical interview will exercise medical judgement in individual cases.

    Donors who are interested in donating blood will have to bring along their NRIC or donation card for registration. Non-Singaporeans will have to produce their passports.

    Friday, December 30, 2005

    Catch up with my Dearest Sec Bestie!!

    hmm...guess wat i wanna say already written down by her..heez..
    Click this piglet pic to find out more!

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    Frienz Forever!!!

    btw wanna take sm pic..but moi eye like goldfish..so dropped that idea..lol..nvm there will be more chances to come!!

    All the Best Girl!!

    Friday, December 16, 2005

    Pooh BeaR~!!!

    Sweet Cutie Pooh Pooh Bear~!!



    Tuesday, December 13, 2005

    HaPpY BiRthDaY CaRoLyNn

    Its a young Gal birthday today..Another year older..Hope she will get prettier as daes goes by..more sensible ..more marture..more loving..more warm hearted..May all her wishes come true..Happy Birthday GaL~!


    A Bouquet of Flowers



    Friday, December 02, 2005

    Contentment

    Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real
    bad, and you wish you were in another situation?

    You find life make things difficult for you, work sucks, life sucks,
    everything seems to go wrong...

    Read the following story... it may change your views about life:

    After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2
    jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is.

    I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his
    life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife,
    2 daughters and the many bills of a household.

    He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India ...
    that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring
    India after a major setback.

    He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother
    chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the
    mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old child
    haunted him until today.

    You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had
    the child's hand been infected?? No, it was done for two simple words- -
    -TO BEG!

    The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so
    that the child could go out to the streets to beg.

    Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eating
    half-way. And almost instantly, a flock 5 or 6 children swamped towards
    this small piece of bread which was covered with sand, robbing bits
    from one another. The natural reaction of hunger.

    Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to the
    nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf
    of bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but
    willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400
    loaves of bread (this is less than $0.25 per loaf) and spent another
    $100 to get daily necessities.

    Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he
    distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly
    handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these
    unfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered how people can
    give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25.

    He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to be
    able to have a complete body, have a job, have a family, have the
    chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the
    chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of
    him are deprived of...

    Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life really that bad?
    Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you? Maybe the
    next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to
    beg on the streets.

    "Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the
    realization of how much you already have."

    When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we
    look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

    It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's
    also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

    The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
    they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.


    The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't
    go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.


    Thursday, December 01, 2005

    Shopping

    Spent ard $300 in 3 daes..not counting those I spent last week..

    Spending so much its just not me..but guess its my way of coping with my depress ba..

    Divert my concentrations on other things rather than keep thinking on those that make me depress I guess can make me temporally put side those depress thingy..

    God took away my mummy so soon..where everyone still have their mummy around to take care of them..to concern for them..to pamper them..to scold them..

    Love life not heading any way either…

    Where are all my Love that belongs to me??

    My life is in a mess..wat is good abt my life now? Nothing..

    Sunday, November 27, 2005

    Feeling of Pian

    Went shopping again yest..din bought much but bought a pair of beautiful shoes..Really nice..at least nice to me.. =)

    Had dinner with Janice, Hua, Dawn, Bryan, Xiong, Peng, and Melvin…Missing in action are the famous Qi & Qin..

    One have to study..the other take care of her mum..

    Saw the 2 loving couples..a kind of indescribable pain flow thru me..

    Seem like moi over nite lost all my supports..all my love..all those that are impt to me..

    God suddenly took away all my things that belonged to me in a short while…

    Mistake was done..and was to learn..but do ppl reali learn? Or ppl still try to hide their actions..? I have learnt..do other ppl learn?

    Online or not shown to me is not impt cos heart is not there ani more..no point moi guessing and asking myself why..

    Probably chat with others is much more entertaining..

    Time to bathe and go and see mummy le..

    Saturday, November 26, 2005

    True?

    Guys drink to forget about the girl...
    Girls drink to think back about the guy...

    When guys are in love, they become poor...
    When girls are in love, they become pretty...

    Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
    Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..

    Guys care the most about the quantity of love...
    Girls care the most about the quality of love..

    Guys break-up when they feel love from another girl...
    Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of separation from her man...

    Guys feel curiosity towards all girls...
    Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in her..

    When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl...
    When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from another guy...

    Guys wish to be her first love....
    Girls wish to be his last love...



    "Women are nothing but trouble,
    And Men are nothing but trouble seekers"


    Friday, November 25, 2005

    Suay Dae

    Spent over $200 yest…went shopping alone..this is not the 1st time.. Whenever i feel down..i will go sm where quiet..or shop alone..Bought several things..but guess clothes still the majority of the contribution to the $200 over..

    Dunno will wear or not...just buy..will I feel better?? Me myself also dunno..

    Feel like buying more today..

    Dunno y so suay..smtimes I wonder izzit my suayness caused Mummy to suffer..

    Early in the morning..the sandals that I bought less than 1 month broke.. I have to drag my feet to work today.. raining samore!! sob..

    Hai...

    Went to Hong Lim to deposit my boss cheque then my colleagues accompany moi..They went to a hello kitty shop in China Town Point..Went in to accompany them..while I was browsing the things in the shop while chatting with Jing Ting..A box with a hello kitty in it hit directly on my head!!..sob..pain pain~!!

    Went to several shoes shop to buy a pair of shoes..but non caught my eyes..then I guess my colleagues kinda sianz too..so settle on 1 that is slightly okay pair..sob…

    Went back to office..then wanna get back the documents that I faxed..Guess what..i trip and fall…sob….

    Now early of the day oni..what is coming later??

    Haiz..

    Thursday, November 24, 2005

    Down

    The sky is crying for my Mummy’s depart these daes…

    Life seem so meaningless for me..things just not right for me every hour..every min..every sec..Nothing is right for me..

    Nothing…

    When will the sun shine on me again?? The dark clouds keep hovering over me..

    My future seem dark..i cant see any meaning to go on…

    Im nobody…im extra…

    There are so many of me on this earth..wats missing 1 of me on this earth..no1 will notice aniwae..

    How I wish everything can restart allover again..

    Y is other ppl life so perfect yet mine like shit?

    Im so jealous of everybody now..

    Im jealous of a girl..she is actually my sec sch frien..her mum got cancer too..last stage too..but miracle shone on her mum and her mum recover from cancer..

    They said is Jesus heal her mum…Therefore I joined Christianity to seek for miracle too…

    But it did not shine on us..

    I believe I am a much better and good gal than her..at least I wun cheat on my bf to go for my frien’s bf...but y didn’t God shine his power on us??

    Ppl can have perfect relationship.. perfect family.. perfect children.. perfect future.. I also wan..but where r mine??

    Mummy is suppose to see me graduate..see me marry..take care of my children…but y god wanna take her away from us??

    Where is all my Love? My Love has ran away from me..

    Ppl comforted me that the year is ending soon next year will be a good start for me..

    Come to the end le so wat? Mummy will not come back…

    Everything is so down for me..

    Wat else is coming toward me the next moment?

    God pls blessing the remaining ppl who truly Loves me..

    Ppl…Cherish those who truly Loves U too...


    Thursday, November 17, 2005

    Farewell Mummy

    Farewell Mummy…
    U will always be in our heart..
    U r the most wonderful mum in the world~!
    U r out of pain now..
    In Heaven right now…
    Full of Health,
    Looking radiant n young..
    U r in God’s arms now..
    He will help us to take care of U Mummy..
    I will see U in Heaven 1 day Mummy..

    I Love U Mummy~


    this is a video made to the song "Heaven" by Dj Sammy. It is presented through the little girl in the song. The girl in this video lost her daddy..Memories of her daddy and her are so precious to her.. she said to her daddy " I will visit U in Heaven 1 day~!" i hope you all enjoy~

    Tuesday, November 01, 2005

    We have faith in Him

    The Lord is my strength,
    And He is the saving refuge of His anointed.
    Psalm 28:8


    I believe our Father Lord Loves us all..He will not want any of us to suffer…He will heal my mum with the faith we all have in Him..

    For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God
    Ephesians 2:8


    Chemotherapies have been stopped for her..Her cancer cells r growing so rapidly that the doctors advised us that we stop chemotherapy for her to lift her from the sufferings from chemotherapy…and to let her live better for the rest of her daes..

    She had no control over her legs and arms..even her bowels..the cancer cells are pressing on her nerves..radiotherapy was actually to be done to help her..but as she is weak the doctors gave up on the radiotherapy too..

    Now that the doctors have all given up hopes on my mum..I have seeked miracle in our Father Lord.

    Do not forbid him, for no one who works a miracle in My name can soon afterwards speak evil of Me.
    Mark 9:39


    Thank You Eileen for bringing me to Church..to seek for Miracle.. =)Thank You..